Kab tak?

[Purely rant and bakchodi rhegi toh you may ignore]

Bc kya ho gya hai mujhe? Itne time se kuch comeback hi nhi kr paya.

Jan attempt mei 75%ile bni. Mai dropper hu. Sharm se mar jana chaiye mujhe at this point. Har din late uth rha hu. Late so rha hu.

Sleep cycle toh chudi padi hai saath mei padhai ke bhi lode lage pade hai.

Socha tha acche se padhunga feb and March mei fir April mei comeback krlunga. Zyada expectations nhi hai bas 95 ke uppar %ile ban jaye.

Magar procrastination aur laziness ke chakkar mei padhai bhi nhi kar pata. Syllabus itna peeche hai ki agle janam tak bhi nhi hone wala aese toh.

Mai thak gya hu bhai. Itni galtiyan kri hai na pichle 3 saal mei ki zindagi bhar regret hoga.

Mera man nhi krta ab kuch bhi krne kai just want a quick end now.

Physics complete krna hai, maths krna hai, chem krna hai poora magar bc aese thodi hoga kuch.

Ek toh yeh improvement ka exam bhi le liya. Faltu meh ab iska padho. Na hi mera organic hua aajtak na hi maths mei trigo. Bc itne paani mei dub chuka hu ki kya hi btau.

Roz plan krta hu magar body itni prepared hi nhi ki execute kr saku.

If I had the chance to go back in time, I would go back to class 11 and make the past self of mine understand to not fuck it up. Bsdk tu agle 2 saal mei chudne wala hai buri tarah se so padhle bsdk.

Bas itna hi bolna tha.

[Purely rant and bakchodi rhegi toh you may ignore]

Bc kya ho gya hai mujhe? Itne time se kuch comeback hi nhi kr paya.

Jan attempt mei 75%ile bni. Mai dropper hu. Sharm se mar jana chaiye mujhe at this point. Har din late uth rha hu. Late so rha hu.

Sleep cycle toh chudi padi hai saath mei padhai ke bhi lode lage pade hai.

Socha tha acche se padhunga feb and March mei fir April mei comeback krlunga. Zyada expectations nhi hai bas 95 ke uppar %ile ban jaye.

Magar procrastination aur laziness ke chakkar mei padhai bhi nhi kar pata. Syllabus itna peeche hai ki agle janam tak bhi nhi hone wala aese toh.

Mai thak gya hu bhai. Itni galtiyan kri hai na pichle 3 saal mei ki zindagi bhar regret hoga.

Mera man nhi krta ab kuch bhi krne kai just want a quick end now.

Physics complete krna hai, maths krna hai, chem krna hai poora magar bc aese thodi hoga kuch.

Ek toh yeh improvement ka exam bhi le liya. Faltu meh ab iska padho. Na hi mera organic hua aajtak na hi maths mei trigo. Bc itne paani mei dub chuka hu ki kya hi btau.

Roz plan krta hu magar body itni prepared hi nhi ki execute kr saku.

If I had the chance to go back in time, I would go back to class 11 and make the past self of mine understand to not fuck it up. Bsdk tu agle 2 saal mei chudne wala hai buri tarah se so padhle bsdk.

Bas itna hi bolna tha.