Filler life
The grey areas of living
the days when awake, but not feeling.
Netflix shows and reality TV,
there is no motivation in me.
everything is already done before.
i can't invent something new.
There's always a bigger fish,
Someone's always better than you.
So what is the point in trying?
if it's almost guaranteed i fail.
is there glory in fighting?
only time can tell.
so for now,
i keep watching.
my life withering away.
i sit and wait,
for something.
i just hope it happens today.