looking for long and striking fics

i have a lots of fics on my bookmarks but nothing seems to catch my eye, so i’m looking for long fics with a overall happy ending, but they also make you cry your eyes out during it (idk if it makes sense) mostly percabeth, main tags could be angst but with happy ending, could be dark percy, post tartarus trauma (or anything that could lead to it in the canon universe) but a mortal college au would also be cool, smut is fine and another aus too (except omegaverse). very detailed, very shattering, very dramatic like “i’ll never be the same again after reading it” anything that made a number on you if you know what i mean