Have you been able to see your children get better after starting transition and hrt?

First, I would like to say that you are amazing parents, your children are so lucky!

Honestly, I know that HRT and the transition would help me a lot, I'm pre-everything and dysphoria makes me lose my self-confidence, it gets in the way of playing sports, it makes me suicidal, and it gets in the way of having self-love, and I know that treating my dysphoria correctly would help me. I know a lot of trans people talk about how hrt saved their lives, and I was wondering if you noticed how it really helped your kids too :)

I would also like to know if you would have any tips for me to try to help my parents process everything, try to make them see that I am suffering too, that I didn't choose to be trans and so on. I know it's a little difficult for the parents at first, but they're not supportive, and I don't like seeing them suffer. I don't know, if there were any tips for me to try to make them accept me or understand me it would help a lot. I really wish things would get better, that I wouldn't have to leave the house to be myself, that I could have more Christmas dinners together, and celebrate more.

If you have any tips please tell me. I've tried to talk about how dysphoria hurts me and I don't like feminine parts of myself, but they only tell me to learn to live with it, or they say that it's a choice to be trans, and what the hell is convincing me to be trans so I can go to hell (it's the lack of acceptance that kills me). I even showed some signs, but they wouldn't believe it (they also probably thought it was kind of 'normal' since I was the first child). Have a great Christmas, God bless :)