Live summary

22nd Jan. if this doesn’t make any sense lol I’ll edit it later.

Cora needs pads. Christian won’t get up and get them but he eventually goes. Cora knows something is up. She door dashes him flowers to cheer him up. He just says thanks and isn’t bothered. Christian’s deleted their photos on insta. He then deleted all his photos minus one of their dog. She asks him what’s up and starts crying. He says he wants space and she starts crying even more and keeps asking him for hugs. She goes to target for a drive to call her sister. Christian also wants to go for a drive so he goes after. He doesn’t say where. Cora checks life 360 and it doesn’t load. She insists he’s not seeing a girl and that Christian just deleted life 360. She is about to lock for doors because it’s dark. Christian leaves her on read and texts his mom what’s up. She says he’s driving around I’ll let you know if anything is up. Christian had started therapy a few weeks before. He apparently has a job now. It’s hours now Cora is having a panic attack and she texts Christian asking if he is breaking up with her. he reads it then replies a few minutes later. She’s passed out and throwing up from her panic attack. It’s midnight and no family or friends are awake. She calls the hospital to help her calm down from the panic attack. There’s a knock on the door and the hospital had called an ambulance. She said her panic attack was so bad and the person on the phone thought her panic attack was bad. She got bloods done and “her numbers were all fucked and low” she was there from 1-5am. Christian isn’t answering still. Christians mom is sleeping and doesn’t answer obviously. One of their mutual friends picked her up from the hospital. She woke up at 1pm and Christian came back. Christian said to her first “I can’t marry you” Cora says “are you kidding, no, no, please hold my hand, what are you talking about”. Cora is like this can’t be happening again (breaking up). Christian says he doesn’t love her anymore and hasn’t for a while. He’s breaking up with her. Cora says he’s been pinky promising that he loves her. Christian says he just did it but didn’t mean it. The only reason he got back with Cora March 21st, 2023 is because he wanted her to stop talking about him online. “To protect himself” The past two years were fake. Cora is screaming and crying saying “I don’t believe you” Christian reached out to her first last time they broke up. Cora says she was so good to him and does so much for him. Cora says she wants to fix this and talk about it. Christian says he’s not talking about it and doesn’t want to be together ever again. Christian wants to pretend they’re still together online and not tell anyone until he can figure out what he’s going to do. She says Christian’s doesn’t do social media anymore. He posted the other day but apparently that was just a sound promotion. Cora calls her friends and family. Her mom and siblings say they’re going to come down and see her which they did. Christian sleeps on the couch and Cora in their bedroom. Cora’s health declines. She feels like she’s dying and she is not eating food anymore. She feels like she is not worthy of love and has no purpose anymore. She has 2 days of no sleeping because has insomnia. She is crying all day in bed but Christian helps her out. She would go see him sleeping at 3am. She would start crying on him and wake him up begging him to get back with her. Christian was irritated with her but wanted to help her but it wasn’t genuine apparently? Her family is now over. Cora said she developed an eating disorder. Couldn’t eat and when she did she wants to throw up. It’s never happened to her before except one time before. (Her own words). She shares that lost 15lbs. Christian insists that it’s water weight lol. Cora gets sick, fatigued, couldn’t get up without almost passing out. Christian takes her to the hospital. Her blood is taken again, her kidney and liver levels are bad. Her pee is not normal? They couldn’t take her temperature because her mouth was so dry. She starts drinking ensures (meal replacement drinks) she and Christian starts sleeping on the sofa. Watching tv all day going to bed at 8/9am then waking up at 5/6pm. She said they were good nights even though they were broken up. She couldn’t sleep in their shared bedroom anymore. Cora picks her family up and Christian goes to his moms. He starts coming over 1-2x a week up until before her birthday. He stopped coming over after that. When he did, he would sleep on an air mattress. Christian had an iPad but Cora has it. Her mom bought it for him. It’s connected to his phone number (messages). When he’s gone she checks his iMessages. She came across a number which she remembers it. She got broken up with Thursday. On Tuesday he had texted this number but it’s not saved. The texts say “Ligma😭” she is like huh? She checks again and the number says “unblock” and she thinks it’s someone he shouldn’t be talking to. Cora goes on text now and texts the number she says “hey is this Charlie” just to see who it is. The number replies saying “who?” Cora basically says like oh I was told this is Charlie. She asks if they’re a boy or girl and they say girl. Cora had already asked the girl she suspected it was if it was her number. She calls the number and realises it’s the same girl so Cora was lied to. She texts Christian asking if he texted this girl. Christian swears that he hasn’t. Cora asks him to come over and give her a hug. She’s crying and asking why he’s lying about texting this girl. He insists he didn’t still. He starts asking her why did you text her asking. Cora says she’s found out because someone told them and promised that Cora wouldn’t tell Christian. She starts cursing at her dog. She then says oh watch people will start talking about that (cursing at dog) as seen on Reddit before lol. Christian then admits he called her. She then texts the girl and said why didn’t u tell me he reached out to you. The girl responds I don’t want any issues that’s why. Cora told him how she found out and Christian took the iPad back. She says that she told Christian they could be friends (him and the girl) because she wants to get back to Christian. Cora befriends the girl and says she’s sweet but then says they’re not friends? Cora follows her and it gets posted to the Reddit that Cora followed the girl. The girl unfollows both of them because she doesn’t want to be involved in drama. Christian never replied to her when she was in the hospital because he was on the phone to the girl. Then he went to sleep. She insists that he wouldn’t have left her there and that he would have got her but his phone was on DND. Christian has hearing loss and is a deep sleeper. She doesn’t talk to Christian anymore but they’ve spoke a few times since. They have only spoken about rent and he isn’t happy that she is talking about him on the internet. Cora says she’s only talking about it because the internet is manipulating the situation to make her look like the bad guy. Christian has honey. She won’t ever go back to Christian and doesn’t see him in that way. She has moved on. She’s got someone that pays attention to her now but she’s not in anything official. She’s really happy now at the moment. She said she’s going to do a review, when she comfortable and secure (in her relationship?). She thinks her new man is really cute and she’s like annoyed people have been criticising his looks. But then she says you won’t be able to find him online because he has no social media. They haven’t met in person yet and won’t give any more details. She shows a hint of what her new man is like. She holds up the peace sign. None of us know what it means but we will get it soon?