Is anyone here the complete opposite when not dressed?

For example completely masculine (mannerisms, style, clothing), disgusted of the thought of sex with men in real life when not dressed, lusting for women. I cannot imagine myself in a relationship or having feelings for a man. I’m not into girly cute sexy femme accessories or toys or gadgets. I like stereotypical male dominated activities and hobbies. These are all things that are a part of me when I’m not dressed up.

But when I’m actively thinking about dressing or I am actually dressed there is a switch that just turns on. And everything I mentioned is thrown out the door and have opposite thoughts.

I know there are others like this but just want to see a show of hands. It seems like as of recent, more and more users seem to be closer on the spectrum of fully time sissy / gender queer. I think to me turning into a sissy is nothing more than a sexual fetish for me.